~Pacifier Princess~

Trying to make this blog better

princesschrissy09 — Thu, 28 May 2009 21:56:16 +0000

I’ve been trying to update the blog today to make it look a little better. It still kinda looks bad, but I’m working on it. Hopefully I’ll be able to make it look right again. Well, I guess time for an update of sorts. I’ve been busy mostly with real life stuff. I got some new pets the other day, 2 female baby rats. Their names are moo and cow. I think they’re adorable personally, although I know most don’t like them.

I haven’t really thought about what to write about for this blog, hopefully next post will be better, and with pictures!

My beautiful chippy

princesschrissy09 — Thu, 30 Apr 2009 00:08:13 +0000

My beautiful baby lop, Chip, aka chippy

I got my new bunny today. He is the cutest darn thing in the whole wide world! I got used to calling him chippy, but his real name is chip. He is only about 6 weeks old and is really tiny and cute. He did cost a pretty penny, but he’s worth it. Now I have prince of darkness, thumper, and chippy. I still miss milkshake, but I cannot bring her back as much as I want to.

Now onto some other things >.> . I have been doing some projects such as crocheting a HUGE baby blankie. If this one comes out right I will make another and sell it. I am thinking once I get some more blankets going I’m going to make an etsy shop. It might be a week or so before I get it up and running though. Gawd sewing is soooo fun. Crocheting is kind of relaxing though, so I might be making some crocheted items as well. I am also going to try to make a pattern for crocheted mittens, which would be cool. They could be locked and stuff probably too. I made locking mittens, they were silly, and cute.

Anyways, more tomorrow, or if I can think of anything, tonight.

I miss having a Daddy

princesschrissy09 — Sat, 25 Apr 2009 01:29:55 +0000

I dunno why but today I just miss having one. I miss the comforting when being sick gets too bad, or just being snuggled and bottle fed. What I really miss most is being tucked in and given my paci. I spend most of my time playing mommy, but sometimes I just can’t take it. Hell I got so desperate that the past few nights I have been sleeping while wearing thick cloth diapers. And normally I can’t stand anything thicker than a disposable. Normally I keep my mouth shut about it because I am all about making others more happy before I think about myself. But it’s too the point where I am miserable for not thinking about myself. That day I had to put milkshake down, I was bawling my eyes out and my bf just layed there and cuddled with me, and just comforted me like someone would a baby, patting my bottom. And it made me feel better, even a bit more relaxed. And, well I want that again, really badly. I guess maybe if I can get over my fear of asking, it’ll happen. But that’s all I can think about tonight, I will post more tomorrow.

This is so not my week…

princesschrissy09 — Thu, 23 Apr 2009 01:07:30 +0000

Actually, the past 2 weeks haven’t been my week. I’ve been feeling horrible the past 2 weeks. Enough so that I haven’t really been going out anywhere. I did go out today for some detergent, but that’s it. I really hate feeling this bad. I cannot wait until I find out what this is, if I ever find out.

Anyways, last night I wore a thick cloth diaper to bed, the pocket diaper I made, but with only 1 soaker, because 2 hurt my hips fairly bad because of the thickness and inability to close my legs. I slept really comfortably, and it was able to hold 4 small wettings (normal ones for me because of a small bladder) and a bigger wetting while asleep. And that is with one soaker in it. So yay I made the most awesome cloth diaper ever *giggles*.

Anyways, I am too sleepy to continue blogging, so tomorrow I shall blog again.

R.I.P Milkshake, you will be missed.

princesschrissy09 — Tue, 21 Apr 2009 19:24:20 +0000

On Monday morning, 10am, I left the vet… without my rabbit, milkshake. Early in the morning, she wasn’t herself, she couldn’t breathe. We spent an hour searching for a 24 hour vet. We found one, and they went to put her in an oxygen cage. She was having such a hard time breathing, and in the car before we got her there, she was licking my hand, and giving me a look like ‘help me’. The vet told us in a nice way she wasn’t going to make it, so I opted euthanasia, as much as it hurt me. She was 5 years old, and I couldn’t let her suffer thought the tests they wanted to put her though. I will miss her, and it does hurt, but now she isn’t in pain anymore. I just hope I did the right thing, I know she was scared, and I wish I didn’t have to *cries*.

Milkshake, you will be missed terribly, and will never be forgotten <3

Gawd I love life x.x

princesschrissy09 — Sat, 18 Apr 2009 00:03:24 +0000

Well, most of the time anyways. I made myself a new dress, it has ladybugs on it with ladybug buttons attached. I am making a froggy one tomorrow when I feel a bit better too. And maybe eventually will make disney ones, but that’ll be a couple weeks from now before I do.

Today I got a ton of new stuff from walmart. I got mostly clothing, but I got a new sims 2 game, some flannel blankets for a project, a thumper purse, and a few other cool things. Gawd I love shopping. I do spend a bit too much money sometime though.

As for the topic of diapers, I made a pocket diaper a few days ago, and it came out ok, still needs some adjusting though. But, at least the pattern is coming along good, but the diaper was too wide so it hurt my hips a bit. I can still feel it. So that’s one thing I must fix. Otherwise, still 24/7.

I will be posting some more, I’ve just been extremely busy. Might even have some pictures up real soon too *smiles*. Anyways, when I can think of more exciting things I will post again, probably tomorrow once I finish my other dress. Oh, and I might be making an etsy shop soon too, but not positive.

My oh so wonderful new sewing machine!

princesschrissy09 — Thu, 09 Apr 2009 08:21:18 +0000

Well… my other sewing machine died for good. SOOOO, for an early birthday present, I got a brand new sewing machine! And oh. my. god. It is the smoothest, nicest sewing machine, andddddd, it’s easy to thread! It’s a brother sewing machine, I was going to get one that has computerized stitching options, but I didn’t end up liking it that much, so we went to THREE walmarts in order to find the exact one I wanted, that was normal, and it came with dvd instructions. I even got a blanket done in a half an hour, which with the old sewing machine wouldve taken forever. It’s 2am here right now… and I want to sew really, really bad. I know I can’t though because it is LOUD, and others are sleeping. But at least this means I can sew a lot more.

Lately I have been sleeping early, around 8pm or so. I don’t know why, it’s kind of weird. And then I get up around 2am, and can’t sleep again. It’s so frustrating. Especially when I don’t feel good from being up so darn early.

Wow… I really need to start blogging more

princesschrissy09 — Sun, 05 Apr 2009 12:18:33 +0000

I haven’t blogged in a couple days, mainly because I’ve been really, really busy, or just because I’ve been playing my sims 2 games! But… mostly busy with sewing. I decided this summer if I can I’m going to be showing my purebred mini rex bunny, thumper. Only if I can find a show around me though. I think it would be real fun to try ^^.

Last night I noticed that when I was laying on my bed with thumper, he had tore up my plastic sheet… so I have to get a new one tonight *sigh*. I tend to leak sometimes at night, which really sucks. The way he tore it up was he was continually scratching at it, which it seems all rabbits do. I don’t know why though.

Oh, my dog, Max, gave me the worst scare ever. Somehow the gate to the backyard got open and he got out. So James and I went looking for about 10 minutes before he dropped me off and I went looking on foot. I saw him in another person’s yard and so I called him and he ran right over. God I’m glad I trained him. My other dog wouldn’t have listened to me at all.

Anyways, more tonight

Update finally.

princesschrissy09 — Tue, 31 Mar 2009 18:46:50 +0000

I haven’t been updating for a bit because I’ve been a tiny bit busy. Oh, and I got some awesome fish yesterday too! I got a fantail fish, and a regular goldfish that’s gold and white. I haven’t named them yet but I will soon. If anyone has suggestions for names that’d be awesome. I’ll take some pictures of them soon, and of a ton of other things I’ve been wanting to take pics of. My bunnies have been good, I got prince a new, bigger cage so that he can run around more and he loves it, he likes sitting on top of his feeder LOL.

As for diapers, still wearing 24/7, but lately the diapers have been leaking at night, again, which is kind of annoying. But I have my new hello kitty plastic pants so should start wearing them more ^^.

Today I found a baby crib at a thrift store for $40, but decided to wait to get an adult one. Oh and today was so funny. My grandmother and I were at walmart, and we were walking down the baby aisle, and I saw a car seat and I bet her I could fit in it, and so I tried, and I could! YAY! Now I can get one soon probably.

I also got a ton of cool clothing, and a cute baby blue bathing suit for the summer, even though I still wanna find a pink swim diaper.

I think that’s it for now, pictures and stuff tonight ^^

Are there such things as pink swim diapers?

princesschrissy09 — Wed, 25 Mar 2009 12:45:33 +0000

I’ve been thinking a lot about summer. I want a pink swim diaper real bad, but mostly there are only blue, or red ones. I think I might’ve seen a purple one once, but I don’t remember. I dunno, are there such things as a pink adult swim diaper?

As for me not posting much, I haven’t been feeling great, but I’m better now. This weekend will be soooo exciting! Me and my boyfriend are getting probably matching septum piercings, which are supposedly the most painful types, but he needs one he can hide. But, I’m willing to bet anything he’ll try to get out of it by saying “they can see anything hun, I can’t do it” they meaning people at work. But you can just push the piercing inside, so no issues with that ^^. I made sure it was something he can’t get out of. Oh, and if you don’t know what a septum piercing is, it’s also known as a bull ring piercing, kinda in the front of your nose. Ya, I know it isn’t babyish, but it’s the only type I can get with him, since everything else that’s cool and not painful always shows. I already have a lip piercing anyways, so at least I got one non painful piercing ^^.

As for sewing stuff, I have a ton of projects and stuff, which when finished will show the pictures. I even got some awesome curtain stuff. But anyways… more tonight!